Wednesday, August 26, 2009

A Good Day.

We're going to have a good day. Ain't nobody going to die today. 'Cause ain't nobody going to cry today. That's a good day.
We're going swinging in a tire. Roast marshmellows in our fire. And do as we desire.
We're going to walk down the dirt road. Kiss behind that old oak, and feel our hearts explode.
You'll tuck me in bed. Kiss me gentley on my head. And we're going to finish up this good day.
Maybe relive it tomorrow. Don't worry, we'll have no more sorrow.

Music Is Life!!

Three Days Grace Panic! At The Disco Drop Dead Gorgeous Bullet For My Valentine Taking Back Sunday Linkin Park Jemmy Eat World Breaking Benjamin Three Seconds To Mars Radiohead Smile Empty Soul Gorillaz Foo Fighters Stone Sour Stone Temple Piolits Funeral For A Friend Waking Ashland Chevelle The Strokes Black Light Burns Mayday Parade Say Anything The Fray Thriving Ivory Jack Johnson Flyleaf The Medic Droid Kimya Dawson All-American Rejects Stephen Jerzack New Found Glory Fall Out Boy 2Pac Nirvana My Chemical Romance Daft Punk Corey Smith Green Day Sum 41 Blink 182 Aroe Smith Evanescence Blue Foundation Parechute American Football Pink Avril Levinge Puddle Of Mud Third Eye Blind Saving Abel Sensis Fell Avenged Sevenfold Simple Plan Dashboard Confessional The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Bring me The Horizon AC/DC Massacre The Awakening Snow Potrol Misfits Disturbed Creed Seether LMFAO Secondhand Serenade The Used A Day To Remember Killswitch Engage 3Oh!3 Red Hot Chili Peppers Good Charlotte Slipknot Weezer Six:AM Hollywood Undead Tokyo Hotel Cobra Starship Hinder The Blackout Silverstein Heroes of Heartache King Of Leon ShadowHeart The Offspring Bowling For Soup Smash Mouth Buckcherry Days Of The New Smashing Pumpkins Shinedown Kill Hannah Metalica Drowning Pool Korn Godsmack Nine Inch Nails Trapt Theory Of A Dead Man Guns And Roses Angels and Airwaves Plain White T's System of a Down Cradle of Filth Boys Like Girls Never Shout Never Brand New The Cure Coldplay Death Cab for Cutie Gym Class Heros Rise Against Escape the Fate Paromore and ect. <3 Music is LIFE!!

Thoughts

Thoughts, they seem to eat me alive. I try to hide from them, but it's like they're always there. Pushing me, pulling me, like rough waves scraping you up against rigid, deadly rocks. They are pounding on me, as if trying to get in my head. The thoughts, they're ripping me apart, eating my soul, and tearing at my heart. I just wish they could leave, or let me get better thoughts. The good seems to avoid me though. The cruel memories and feelings, twirling in my mind. As I lay in my bed, in that dark, hot room, I wonder. I wonder why I haven't put the suiside thoughts to action. Then I remember, my mother walks in, snuggles up against me and plays with my hair. I remember, my life could be worse, I could lose her. After all the times I thought of those awful thoughts, hating my mother, just wishing for it to end, I always secretly loved my mom. She is the reason I'm still alive. Even though she gives me alot of horrid thoughts, I still love her. I know I hurt her. I'm sorry Mom. I'm putting the thoughts aside, just for you. I love you Mom.